The Raspberry Bush
by Sheila Heti
A little old woman who never stopped
smiling walked into her kitchen from her garden. She had been standing
in the sun for twenty minutes, tears in her eyes, looking at her beautiful
raspberry bush that had died overnight. Instead of perky red raspberries
she had found them black and brittle, and they fell to the ground at
the slightest touch.
The sun shone through the kitchen window and lit up everything with
sparkles of gold as the little old woman who never stopped smiling called
up her sister in such a sorrow. Her sister was eighty-eight and lived
in California. She said into the phone, "The raspberries are dead."
Her sister replied, "Well, the grandchildren are flunking out of
school and Martha is pregnant and Sam is divorcing his wife and his
wife is taking up with a gypsy girl. The infant has the flu and she
never stops coughing. I was over there the other day and all they talk
about is money ever since Tom got fired from the plant. Not to mention
that Timothy never stops dating and we all think he has AIDS or gonorrhoea
or something. The news, I saw it today, told about a hurricane in the
Andes which, as you know, is where Paul and Marie went skiing last week.
Everyone here is miserable with grief and worry."
The little old woman listened to her sister, and when she had finished
the little old woman who never stopped smiling put down the phone and
sat in her kitchen that was dotted with gold.
There was a knock.
"Hello?" called the woman, and she stood up and padded to
the door and peeped through the peephole and saw a young man in a delivery
cap holding a bouquet of flowers. She opened the door.
"Why," her lips curled up in a smile. "These can't be
for me."
"Are you Miss Marcia -- "
"No, young man. She's next door." And the little old woman
who never stopped smiling closed the door and went to sit at her kitchen
table. The day was long; there were eight more hours in it. She had
planned to eat the raspberries, one by one, every last one of them.
But overnight the bush had died and there wouldn't be raspberries ever
again.
The little old woman laid down her head and started to cry. She cried
at her table every day, but no one knew it.
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